empty life

the life is so empty,
void of any meaning,
void of any feelings,
void of any passion,
void of any reason,
i know i need to extend,
i the fear is not letting me bend,
edges can be smoothed out,
a road can be carv

Kyu

nahi pata ahar meri udan galat hai,
nahi pata agar meri khawaeshen bewajah hai,
bas ek chahat hai jo mujhe puri karni hai.

ek choti si asha panapti hai dil mein,
aur phir khushi ban jata wo sapna,
mast badal sa aasman mein nikalta hai bepanah.

kaise rok dun,
us boond ko girne se,
kyu rok dun,
apne ko khushi ka paimane se.

yahi hota hai,
yahi duniya hai,
yahi bandhan hai, yahi rishte hain,
to inkar hai mujhe har rishte se, har nate se,
jo bandhta hai mujhe,
jo kehta hai muh pher lu mein apne vaade se.

kyu ruk jayun mein,
kyu jhuk kayun mein,
bebak hun, badtameej nahi,
marji hai meri, jindagi hai meri,
aapke paas girvi nahi.

Bleeding

Bleeding so that I ooze…

With a oomph..I woof….

To gasp air..to grasp the sky,

To energize and to renew……

Unchain

some newness in life,
some newness in ma thoughts,
some new rhythm which breaks all chains,
some new insights which breaks all axims,
something worth to think upon,
something dependant to dwell upon

Its just that

Dont know where am i lost,
am i lost in the love,
the love which i used to treausre,
my slow realizations,
and my haste nature,
has buried everything,
now a new herb has made its place,
its green,
i treasure it too,
and not to make any delays,
i have nodded on it too,
why is that all the feelings are lost.
its just that this blank-ness is in my nature,
its just that this lost-ness is in my nature,
its just that this empty-ness is in my nautre.

what do i want to feel,
dont i feel happy when i see a smile on his face,
dont i feel shy when he gazes me,
is it not love,
its just that the heart is crazy,
its just that the heart is greedy,
its just that the heart remembers that it was loved,
it was loved like a princess,
it was loved bigger than a dream,
heart knows that its loved this time too,
its just that the heart remembers,
its just that the heart is not able to relinquish,
its just that love always win,
its just that,
nothing more and nothing less...

?

zindagi ye zindagi,
na jane kaha hai kho gayi,
gum gayi hai bheed main,
ya dar gai hai bheed se,
na jane kya chahti thi,
na jane kaha hai le chali,
yahi hai zindagi,
yahi hai duniya,
par nahi hai yahi rang,
dheere hai mera veg,
chalna chahti hun,
udna chahti hun,
ek ghutan hai,
kuch karna chahti hun,
kuch pana chahti hun,
ye dil ki dhadkan ko jor se badhana chahti hin,
kuch to main banna chahti hun,
bahut ghutan hai,
bahut hi ghutan hai,
na jaane ye man kaha gayab hai...
har fiza gayab hai,
har disha gayab hai,
magan ho jaye har fiza, har agan,
bas ek hi laga mein,
zindagi lambi hai,
aur kuch to bahana chaiye jeene ka,
kuch to bahana chaiye har subah uthne ka,
kuch to bahana chaiy

Right or Wrong

wrong by my world's standards,
sin by society,
right by ma heart,
what resides,
Only God has to decide..

Words

do we need words at all,
suddenly words have lost their meaning at all,
do i have to unword it, if i do it,
do i have to explain it, if i not do it,
we have deep and so is shallow,
suddenly all the words seem to be hollow.

the act, the gesture, the feeling, the bliss,
all just can be realised without a word.

Hope

the bliss in your heart,
the feeling of being in love,
the pain of being heart broken
the dream of getting re-united