life is full of paradoxes,
people are full of ironies,
behaviours are full of vagarities,
this is life, life is such,
a maggi mix masala.
we ourselves expect that people shall not expect,
and in that expectation,
our expectations abound,
Friday, July 16, 2010
???
walking thru my mind,
every now and then,
want to cherish the benign,
thats is bliss and i want to cherish,
every now and then,
want to cherish the benign,
thats is bliss and i want to cherish,
Road Ahead......
a step & i am ahead,
just a thought away and i am ahead.
a new perspective and i am ahead,
a new vision and i am ahead.
Was busy thinking of road ahead,
was some how sure about the road ahead,
destination has absconded,
i have lost my path,
i have lost my goal and i have lost my journey.
wonderful was the journey and glorious was the destination,
i was living it and the destination was growing big in me,
and now i have to deplete, cause the dream can not be complete.
i dont accept, my mind doesnt accept, my heart doesnt accept and my dreams doesnt accept.
my life, my garden and the sweet smell,
love use to fight over the plight,
some time love use to fail and some times the fear,
guess my love was real, i overcame my fear,
but to my utter dismay,
till then my destination was more more and more away.
i was dumb enough not to see,
i was rude enought to let me ruin the dream i have seen,
now i have to see ahead,
my mind says, i have to,
my friend says, i have to,
i have to coz i love you muma papa,
i have to coz i have no way.
Still my heart stands out all alone,
and twitters the long unheard songs,
it feels like soon the song is gonna fade,
it seems like soon i will be out of ma love maze,
what went around, has to come back.
Some how just i am reluctant,
coz i dont have anything, lest than liking you,
coz i dont have any dream, lest than to be near you.
But the life is long and complex,
and the whole equation makes me too perplex,
Guess the feeling was real,
guess the feeling was strong,
we need to think and feel in real,
but this time i was wrong,
i testified,
i used to feel and think,
see this is what i feel,
saw the way you felt,
it was all from inside,
i never what was that inside,
amy be the feelings i felt was from my heart,
may the way i felt was my love....
now the road ahead,
ahead can not be w/o u,
coz as the life is ingrained, so are you,
i do not want to dream,
i fear to,
my biggest one lies shattered,
and i do not have any courage to untattered.
now i just want to be on my own,
i do not know what i think,
i do not know why i think,
i do not know if i think,
i just want to think and do,
i just want to abscond and think,
i do not know if i m living,
i do not know if i m doing,
doing what i want to,
may be its not important
just a thought away and i am ahead.
a new perspective and i am ahead,
a new vision and i am ahead.
Was busy thinking of road ahead,
was some how sure about the road ahead,
destination has absconded,
i have lost my path,
i have lost my goal and i have lost my journey.
wonderful was the journey and glorious was the destination,
i was living it and the destination was growing big in me,
and now i have to deplete, cause the dream can not be complete.
i dont accept, my mind doesnt accept, my heart doesnt accept and my dreams doesnt accept.
my life, my garden and the sweet smell,
love use to fight over the plight,
some time love use to fail and some times the fear,
guess my love was real, i overcame my fear,
but to my utter dismay,
till then my destination was more more and more away.
i was dumb enough not to see,
i was rude enought to let me ruin the dream i have seen,
now i have to see ahead,
my mind says, i have to,
my friend says, i have to,
i have to coz i love you muma papa,
i have to coz i have no way.
Still my heart stands out all alone,
and twitters the long unheard songs,
it feels like soon the song is gonna fade,
it seems like soon i will be out of ma love maze,
what went around, has to come back.
Some how just i am reluctant,
coz i dont have anything, lest than liking you,
coz i dont have any dream, lest than to be near you.
But the life is long and complex,
and the whole equation makes me too perplex,
Guess the feeling was real,
guess the feeling was strong,
we need to think and feel in real,
but this time i was wrong,
i testified,
i used to feel and think,
see this is what i feel,
saw the way you felt,
it was all from inside,
i never what was that inside,
amy be the feelings i felt was from my heart,
may the way i felt was my love....
now the road ahead,
ahead can not be w/o u,
coz as the life is ingrained, so are you,
i do not want to dream,
i fear to,
my biggest one lies shattered,
and i do not have any courage to untattered.
now i just want to be on my own,
i do not know what i think,
i do not know why i think,
i do not know if i think,
i just want to think and do,
i just want to abscond and think,
i do not know if i m living,
i do not know if i m doing,
doing what i want to,
may be its not important
???
i know its not working,
i know it will not work this way,
seems like That will work,
Still not doing it,
what if not,
then
i know it will not work this way,
seems like That will work,
Still not doing it,
what if not,
then
Gatha
ek gatha,
unchui si,
unsuni si,
beheki aur meheki si,
rukti thamti, behti si,
jal kar mehfus hoti jugnu si,
gir kar uth ti dhue si,
jagmagati roshni si
lalak hai to jagmagane ki,
lalak hai to kuch pane ki,
bhor aayi, sandhya gayi,
hai meri har lalak wahi,
kya yeh lalak sirf ek bahana hai,
ya bas roke hai mera sahir mujhe,
yeh
unchui si,
unsuni si,
beheki aur meheki si,
rukti thamti, behti si,
jal kar mehfus hoti jugnu si,
gir kar uth ti dhue si,
jagmagati roshni si
lalak hai to jagmagane ki,
lalak hai to kuch pane ki,
bhor aayi, sandhya gayi,
hai meri har lalak wahi,
kya yeh lalak sirf ek bahana hai,
ya bas roke hai mera sahir mujhe,
yeh
Love
love is nothing,
if i cant do anything,
love is just an emotion,
which has to be supported by an intense post motem,
the validity of which gets proved,
if you do something for other or self.
love is not so grand a feeling,
it has to blossom in a doing,
otherwise the world will tell you are not awake,
and one day you will also believe that you are fake.
another side of the coin,
may be pure love is such a grand rush,
that it pushes your adrenaline to touch the sky,
may be thats why,
all of thee,
needs to be in love in wee.
if i cant do anything,
love is just an emotion,
which has to be supported by an intense post motem,
the validity of which gets proved,
if you do something for other or self.
love is not so grand a feeling,
it has to blossom in a doing,
otherwise the world will tell you are not awake,
and one day you will also believe that you are fake.
another side of the coin,
may be pure love is such a grand rush,
that it pushes your adrenaline to touch the sky,
may be thats why,
all of thee,
needs to be in love in wee.
Changes
changes are bound to arrange, any happening is just a change,
resistance to change is, resistance to think,
snuggled up in your zone, and always mellowing in your tone.
aiming for sky with earthen ways, craving for wonders with rotten ways,
had i have been smart enough, dreams were never too high but my ways were rough.
resistance to change is, resistance to think,
snuggled up in your zone, and always mellowing in your tone.
aiming for sky with earthen ways, craving for wonders with rotten ways,
had i have been smart enough, dreams were never too high but my ways were rough.
Greed
Heights of greed exemplary of strong desire,
Haywired heights of greed, lost in the world's maze.
No identity
Haywired heights of greed, lost in the world's maze.
No identity
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