Trust

An innate feeling,
to not be laughed at back,
to cared where ever you lack.

first one to mock on me,
never the one to walk over me.

I am a jerk, you know that, i know that,
and i know that you will always let me know that.

I am rowdy,
and the scenario before you is never cloudy.

I trust you with my deepest shit,
you curse me but never takes ride on it.

School mate did a mistake,
and Mrs. Agony beats a cake,
I am her mate,
but didnt leave a chance to sheepishly smile at agony's face.

I may not stand for her,
she may not be the connoisseur,
Still i look for her,
i long for her and i abide by her.......

My refree

haywired,
just lost,
can think,
but cant stop,
just want to go on,
dont know when and where
i will really count upon,
just need peace,
just want to sleep,
just want to yell,
i know my god will hear my bell,
just you have rescued me,
i run to the doom,
and you are my refree

away

away, away & away,
from everything,
from every being,
from every thought,
from me,
from you,
from life,
from death,
from fear,
from anxiety,
from coldness,
from calmness,
from body,
from mind,
from ......................

????

so people centric,
still alone,
why the life seems,
full of paradoxes,
or may be its,
that what you want the best,
that tests you the best,
coz thats the only thing which can bring you
to your knees,
and then pain and the unease,
can only teach and breed the,
lessons which you have to learn