Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Jahan

pana hai mujhe sab kuch pana hai,
haan jis jahan ka khawab maine sajaya tha,
mujhe waha jana hai...

Jarur

kuch to hai jo mujhe kha raha,
main usko dhund ne chal pada,
tha rasta aasan nahi,
sathiyo ne mujhe kabhi samjha nahi,
shayad bakwas tha unke liye,
mera ruthna, manana aur chid chidana,
lekin kuch to adhura hai,
kuch to dur hai,
kuch to daba hai,
haan kuch ti jarur hai...

Jarur

kuch to hai jo mujhe kha raha,
main usko dhund ne chal pada,
tha rasta aasan nahi,
sathiyo ne mujhe kabhi samjha nahi,
shayad bakwas tha unke liye,
mera ruthna, manana aur chid chidana,
lekin kuch to adhura hai,
kuch to dur hai,
kuch to daba hai,
haan kuch ti jarur hai...

Faisla

jindagi har mod par hai faisla,
kabhi man se ghira,
kabhi dimag ne mana liya,
dar gaya tha main, tha mera hi faisla,
na suna maine dil ka kaha,
kyu ki mein aithta hi chala gaya,
ek sukoon pane ka, apni chahto ko,
ek khawab apne ko pane ka,
kho gaya shor mein, tham gayi aahatein,
kho gaya manjar, ab na koi khwab hai na koi manjar,
bas hai to sirf ek banjar, hai to sirf ek banjar....

Monday, December 21, 2009

Mausam

aaj dil chahta hai ki, daal dun rang jameen par,
ki khushi hai dil mein, ki maja hai feeza mein,

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Look To Arunachala For A Divine Experience

While Mount Kailash is regarded as the divine abode of Shiva, the Arunachala Hill at Tiruvannamalai, Tamil Nadu, is regarded as Shiva Himself. That is why it impels more than 15 lakh pilgrims to walk barefoot on the 14-km path around it every full moon night.
The Shiva Purana says that Shiva manifested here as a Tejoling or subtle column of the blazing light of knowledge. In the Satya Yuga, the first epoch of Creation, Arunachala was brilliant gold. In the Treta Yuga, Arunachala took on the mellow hue of Panchaloha. In the Dwapara Yuga, it had the lustre of burnished copper. In Kali Yuga, Arunachala appears like a rocky hill with bristles and thorns, but its incredible power remains undiminished. Hence Giri Pradikshina or circumambulation of the Hill is considered auspicious.
The Shiva Purana describes Shiva as the source of power because He contains the energy of the whole cosmos, and yet remains unmoving and stable, with no trace of negative energy. Shiva is static, potential energy and Shakti is dynamic, creative energy. The cosmic dance of Shiva and Shakti creates, sustains and dissolves the Universe. However, while Divinity in the formless state, nirakaar, can be experienced by enlightened seekers, many find this intriguing. So, Arunachala, the subtle column of light being still and as eternal knowledge, froze into a static form in order to become more palpable.
The Bharani Deepam or lamp is lit on its summit every year during the Kartik month, when the Bharani star is ascendant. The blaze, a manifestation of His knowledge, burns brightly on the austere, majestic Hill. It is said that those who obtain a darshan of the Bharani Deepam will receive Shiva’s grace in the form of total awareness of the Self. He blesses each seeker saying – “Let karma and thoughts of this being be dissolved and let the radiance of soul be unveiled.” The flame represents our own atma jyoti, the effulgence of soul.
How does Arunachala unveil the light of your soul? Normally the mind conceals the soul with thoughts and traps you in time and space. The constantly chattering mind prevents you from experiencing the sound of silence and bliss of soul. Arunachala splits the mind, segregates thoughts and burns them in the fire of knowledge. So, when you enter the vibrant aura of Arunachala which pulsates with serenity and tranquillity, thoughts disappear, revealing the effulgence of soul. “Aruna” means dawning of light and “achala” means unmoving or still.
Each one of us experiences a pull towards Divinity sometime in life. The pull becomes a propulsion, a constant motion that generates a divine vibration which makes us aware of our Soul. This is the call of Arunachala. The Shiva Purana says we can go to Arunachala only when we get this call. Sages assure us that when we circumambulate the Hill with complete surrender, Arunachala dissolves the ego by burning our thoughts one by one, as thoughts form a base for ego. The process liberates us from the cycle of birth and death. The glowing beacon of Jnana or knowledge activates our souls and liberates us from the shackles of time and space forever by making us aware of the limitations of body and senses.
Today is Bharani Deepam in Tiruvannamalai. The Guru is conducting a spiritual retreat, Dec 1 -2.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

From Deeps ------ Thanks a lot Deeps :)

Haan bas tum ho,
Sabse alag, sab mein alag,
Lekin fir bhi kitne pass,
Jodti sabko, bandhti rishto ko,
Haan tum.

Khilkhilati ho jab to aata hai bachpan,
Ro pado jo kabhi to baras jata sawan,
Gunjti hain dishayein teri awaz se,
Mar miti hai ghatayein tere andaz pe.

Haan tum hi to ho,
Jo kabhi mujhe mujh se milati ho,
Ban ke misri kano mein ghul jati ho,
Aur kabhi ban ke ek bandhan bandh jati ho,
Haan tum.

Monday, November 23, 2009

whatever

naraz nahi jindagi, bas bikhr si jati hai,
jab chaa jati hai dil par khudgarzi ki ghata,
chali pawan aur titli bana man,
phir jhoomti ghoomti, nachtee doltee
beh chali jindaaagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..........

Monday, November 9, 2009

na jaane

na jaane kaise hum kho gaye,
kab log itne apne ho gaye,
salab dabaye man ke angan mein,
unke aalingn mein kho gaye.

rusvai to hai par man ki sachai bhi,
dil ki angdai ne de di hoto ko izzazat,
ab na koi ghutan hai, bas hai ibadat.

ae khuda apne bando par reham karte rehna,
kabhi kisi to kabhi kisi roop mein milte rehna.

Monday, October 26, 2009

What

I just want to leave the job, I just want to be alone and find for myself that what I want to do. I think I do not need to find what I want from my life, by now I know very well that, I want to do something useful, not something artificial, not something superfluous, not something which does not have any value in my eyes, I want to do some work which makes me feel good about myself, which makes me feel human, which will make me connect to God.

At this point of time, in my life, I think I really need a break , a break from this highly unsatisfactory work, a break from my behavioral patterns, a break from all the relations. I just want to be alone for a while, I want to go at a distance resort, spoil and pamper myself to the fullest. Then with the added xing and life, I will come back to my abode, my family, my parents, grand parents and my bro and sis. I want to soothe all the knots in our inter personal relations. After that, I want to get fit, I want to get healthy, Physically fit so much so that I achieve new levels of mental fitness along with it. Again after getting in to my dream body, I will again set out to pamper myself, now I can do it in style.

Then I want to concentrate on work or studies. If I will feel that I have requisite interest in any idea then I will nurture it. It will be my dream and I will give my heart and soul for it. If I find myself gloomy, disdain then I will prefer to study, by now, I can just think of pursuing of MBA from top B School unless I got seriously interested in something else.

After that comes marriage & I prefer to fall in love with a man of my dreams.

Thursday, October 22, 2009

I am in LOVEEEEEEE.......

That feeling,
I am ready to fly,
I don't want to think,
I just wanna pourrrr

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Disha

ye marusthala mein aaya,
aur bhaga mrig marchika ke piche,
na sukh tha ashwaryon mein,
na shanti thi kandaraon mein,
bas mera man hi tha dharti,
aur man hi tha ambar..

Bhatka rahi

ye jeewan bahut dhup mein nikla,
tapta hi raha men mera,
dundhta hi raha yeh tapovan,
yeh man hi karmsthala,
yeh tan hi hai kridasthala,
na jane kis ki talash mein yeh jeewan bhatak gaya...

Naksha

Lakshaya mila sa lagta hai,
yeh nadi ki bechani ko koi,
sagar ki tha si dikhti hai,
uthan patan se pehle,
jo gehra vish ka dushala ode hai,
usse dur karna hai,
pana hai apne aap ko,
aur apne malik mein mil jana hai

Khoj

e man le chal mujhe waha,
jahan mil saku apne aap se behintayaan..

Khoj

e man le chal mujhe waha,
jahan mil saku apne aap se behintayaan..

Kyu

man akda na jane kis baat par,
hai gurur kis baat ka,
apna hi haal jankar???

Understanding Your Karma

The topic of Karma is related to your current Soul state of growth in this third dimension of Earth. The personal balance that we accumulate in one's debit and credit bank has a lot to do with which area you are destined to grow the most, and the area where your Karma is focused.

The Karma in America is so different to that in other parts of the world. If you live in South Africa, most of your Karma would be related to actions of physical survival and the kind of race relationships that are developed between people. Life in the ghetto and certain parts of our inner cities are similar, due to the gang violence, but thankfully, many parts of our country are buffer or safety zones.

The Karma of self in America is often a focus on a lack of career and relationships, where the biggest pain suffered is rejection. Therefore, if this is the crossroads that you've arrived at during your spiritual evolutionary journey in this dimension, then obviously you have overcome most of the physical and painful Karma that other people and nations are intimately involved in. This is the painful Karma of violent war, and Karma of obtaining basic needs such as food, shelter and clothing.

Until you have resolved and fulfilled your Karma, you will continue to reincarnate into sequential lifetimes on Earth. Neither God nor the Lords of Karma bestow suffering upon you during these lives. Only you decide what is needed to learn during your earthly sojourn. For each life experience you seek out other souls, often with shared histories, and always with karmic configurations matching your needs. Whenever you act with wrongful intention you create Karma. This involves such actions which are considered to be connected with thoughts, emotions, words and deeds, together with the motive intent and desire behind each. Dis-harmonious acts must be balanced in the future, either during this life or in a future lifetime beyond this one. These actions are rooted in fear-based emotions which must be resolved where you can release yourself from the wheel of Reincarnation. You return lifetime after lifetime to test yourself to see if you have learned your lesson. Until you can go through an entire lifetime with total involvement and no disharmonious attachment what so ever, you will continue to reincarnate. In other words, when you can live a life of perfect harmony, liberation will follow, which is quite difficult, in being human.

During ones' life in this dimension a few mistakes can occur due to being vulnerable. Until you discover the importance of being spiritual without obsession, you will continue to make and experience the wrong choices. When we incarnate here on Earth, most humans—which is 99.9% of us—come into life here with debts and credits from experiences, actions, thoughts, words and events from past lives (unless you are a Bodisatva having virtually Karma free energy, who comes here to just teach, share and help others evolve). I know there are those out there who like to believe that they are pure, clean, clear and perfect beings. Things happen to them like car accidents; someone totals their car, or their pets get killed, or they lose friends or family, they get rejected in relationships, God forbid they have a horrible health Karma fall upon them.

People will come to me or telephone me and ask, "Why me?? why am I going through this pain? I'm a good person, I don't deserve this." "Why did this person have to die? They were so good, they were so loving." At certain times we find that the good do indeed die young. Some of the best people we know, and some of the most evolved beings, seem to be only here for a fleeting moment, and then they are gone. They were too evolved for this dimension, so they chose to go into the light and beyond it. The pain of life here on Earth was just too much for their Soul to handle. You have to remember that through the course of history of Earth there has been a lot of pain, a lot of hurt feelings, a lot of murdering, violence, war, death, many of you out there may have been warriors if not all of you at one time or other. You could have been criminals, pirates, maybe rapists, arsonists, a lot of you were thieves.

We let materialistic desires such as the bodies of other people, create a sexual attraction or obsession for love and relationships. This is a major area where we can get in trouble karmically speaking, where we can create this need to have this one special person when really everyone in the world, spiritually speaking, is a reflection of your own self. But we like to focus on this one person, and if we don't have this person, we are apt to hurt our self, hurt them, or do something to create a negative karmic energy that one day we will have to pay back. I like to prepare for any negativity in case it happens. I try to train myself to bounce back, to bounce off of it, to maintain a positive, spiritual, confident attitude. Also to identify any painful experience that may happen concerning money, love, romance, sex, friends, goals, family, and career as a karmic pay back. If my boss comes in here yelling at me, screaming at me and threatens to fire me, I view it as a karmic pay back. Not only is he having a bad day, but I might of been his boss back in Atlantis and may have done the exact same thing to him one day, when he was on the air, and blasted his brains out. This would be a payback. Another thing you must also understand is that the only Karma that you have is with yourself! It is not with other people.

When people ask if they have Karma with their girlfriend, or with their wife, it is really a Karma with oneself, others act only as a catalyzer, to stimulate the karmic experience, that comes back from the past, to form an event in which you should generate as a clear picture of what you must absolve. Unfortunately, many people hang on to bad relationships, and refuse to identify them as a payback Karma to be processed and let go of, they just won't let go. In reality, it's like hanging onto a monster, such as Frankenstein, as he drags you down the hall.

As we walk through this path called Earth, you'll notice that whenever you have a good, comfortable, or happy day, that sometimes you take it for granted, which you really shouldn't. There is such a nightmare going on in different parts of this planet, with people dying, being held prisoner under dictatorial governments, and being held prisoner under dogmatic philosophies that might not be the best for them, there is a lot of weird pressure and events going on. So when we are having good days that we take for granted, consider each of these days to be a blessing. That is why I thank God that I can say, when asked "Farley how are you?" I can respond with "Best day of my life."

It would appear that there are strange things going on, people with AIDs, those addicted to drugs and alcohol, all kinds of diseases, and for the late eighties, possible war tendencies. We are really running karmically hot right now, this is an important time, because obviously if you take the sum total of all human thoughts, behaviors, and actions in this dimension throughout the history of the Earth, you will end up with a karmic force that is a major debt to be paid back or balanced. That's how harmony works. You can't have harmony until you balance Karma.

So when we take a look at the situation on Earth and understand the mess that we really are in, then you've got to believe that not enough people are educated under karmic law. The reason there is this problems with AIDs is because there is not enough education. The reason there are so many problems on this Earth is because not enough people understand Karma. The reason we have terrorists and dictators is because society chooses to ignore fundamental issues, even when a group of people decides to react to these issues. If more of us understood the law of Karma, and learned how to process it, then people would get along that much better.

Certain individuals might be the Reincarnation of a mass murderer, a dictator, or God forbid, of someone like Hitler or Stalin. Everyone's actions are tied to their own personal karmic banks, even though we are connected with family Karma, group Karma, national Karma, and world Karma. The starting point however, is learning to live at peace and harmony with yourself. One of the ways to identify your Karma is to recognize those areas where you can get hurt, and where you are vulnerable.

Relationships is one of the more significant areas of Karma. One day you have the horns on and find yourself on the hunt. You try charming someone into your bedroom and your motive, ways and means are not very sound, so a negative force is set up a where someday you might be set up or used, as the object of some affection. This is the reversal or aligned instigation on that event. An aligned instigation occurs not from a directly related event, but an accumulation of events that build up over many lifetimes, and which are not processed. Suppose you are aggressive about seduction, and actually attack someone, or even rape them, which could be from a previous life. Then one day you will be put into a situation where you will have to pay that Karma off. Maybe walking down a lonely alley, late one night, with a tight red dress on and you definitely magnify that karmic energy that comes back to you. People think that Karma doesn't seem quite fair, because in this lifetime a lot of us seem to start off good, we think we're doing a good job, we're feeling fine, then out of nowhere, out of left field, we seem to get hit with a sledge hammer such as a severe auto accident, a severe health crisis, a heavy relationship, a family or marriage crisis, and every time you have to look at that situation as some kind of karmic experience that needs to be absolved, processed and let go of, that you need to bounce back from.

The main way to absolve Karma is to make a peace with yourself, and try to be less selfish and obsessed as possible. Try to retain a spiritual priority in your life, recognizing the God-force in yourself and in others and respecting this. Meditation is the best way I know to absolve Karma, no matter what kind of Karma you may have. By taking up meditation and even chanting, you can form a relationship with your higher self, this allows you to process this karmic vibration without having to go through the pain or physical experience in itself.

Recognize when you are in a karmic whirlpool, and if the situation is one in which you can back out gracefully, by saying "God bless you," "Thanks for the trial," "I understand," at the appropriate time without making them feel hostile, or like an idiot which could allow them to hate you when your gone, just doesn't absolve the Karma, but makes it worse. Try to bow out as gracefully as possible, and meditate and chant your way through it.

Try not to be unethical or immoral in your quest for power, love, sex, money or whatever it is, because if you ever take advantage of other people, you hurt yourself in the quest for anything material in this dimension. That is how you accumulate negative karmic vibrations which must be absolved for your Soul to evolve. The most evolved beings are those who have absolved their Karma. The most unevolved people are the ones stuck in pain ruts, agony, torture, and self destruction in their lives who don't even understand Karma or refuse to admit it's power and it's truth.

The body is the temple of the Soul, it is a vehicle, rather like a car. The body is a Karma machine, it creates Karma or it absolves it. When it absolves Karma its because it de-materializes for a while, and emphasizes the spiritual. It will either go to bed and rest, or meditate and put into perspective, at a higher level, the karmic situations. In so doing, these situations are pieced together, absolved and let go. This allows the body to correct itself, balance and heal. New Age people and those with independent thought will understand this, because even though many of you are spiritual, there are those that have experienced heavy pain, and there's no reason for it. Some people take this dimension so personally that they could have a heart attack over $5.00.

There are people out there who get so mad at their children for nothing, they can't see through their children's eyes. They had problems with their parents, yet they can't see through their perspective. It is obvious who pays the price, when you get mad, irritated, upset and pig out on sugar or salt, or get drunk? The Karma is at the center of the individual. You are the center of the Universe and Karma lies at the center. The only way for you to be in place is to create peace from the center outward. But if your too busy reaching for all this stuff outside of the center, then you'll notice that the center is kind of powerless. The energy is drained from your body, from your chakras, and from the center of your Soul. The Karma compounds and we create a situation or an environment that is very painful. If you find yourself being negative or worried on a constant basis, this is a terrible waste of the God-force. The power to create is blasphemed when you worry and create a bunch of negatives. What you need to do is surround yourself, including everyone you know and love, with love and light.

When karmic overload occurs and you still don't do something about it, that is what can compound and create imbalance in the body. What we refer to as dis-ease, and not ease or the opposite of ease, but disease. This can create a sudden or shocking debilitating illness, like heart attack, or cancer, because your chakras are shut down. So sometimes when your having a Karma overload and you do feel stressed out, and you do have symptoms like headache, dizziness, high blood pressure, pains in the abdomen area or the chest, then you are basically being asked to absolve Karma. Now, what does absolving Karma really mean? Well, obviously it means letting go of things that your being selfish with. It could be money, career, or love. Alternatively, its stupid things, like worrying about the attic fan, or being upset because your little girl made it late to school. We can have karmic overload because we can create little monsters inside of ourselves that are ridiculous. Karma is manifested in many levels, and often times when we go through these hard transits we find we push ourselves.

In Astrology, the afflicted planets of Virgo, Gemini and Cancer can create the worry, and the negative mother in us. If your mother's not around you'll do enough worrying for her, right! My own mother could win the academy award for worrying. She worried for 10 years that if I had a BB gun, I was going to shoot myself in the eye with it. Well, the first I day I had that BB gun (I bought it behind her back), I caught a rick-o-shay in the eye. This is an example of the power of the God-force at work. She'd say don't buy a gun, you'll shoot yourself in the eye. Don't do it you'll . . . Ma, thanks very much, Ping-g-g! I did it! Bingo! in the hospital. Ta-da! Today, if my mother would stop worrying about me and visualize me as a God, a King, an Emperor, and as a wealthy individual, and as a powerful, loving, married, happy person then I'd be there.

The reason why a lot of us find ourselves in ruts is because we, and other people around us, are busy manifesting negatives in our aura. It's no wonder we can't get out. What I say is, bail out of that stuff, get yourself away from their creative process, and get yourself into a more positive process. This karmic situation is no light weight problem because people get themselves in trouble. They keep being negative, worrying and they continue to have hard astrological transits. If you don't start doing good things, and start taking care of the Spirit, then there's no way to absolve Karma. The following may come as a surprise to some people, but did you know that even a murderer, even someone who's a serial killer, and a rapist, can turn the corner, meditate, and plug into their God spark in their Spirit. It might be difficult, for them afterwards, to announce the crimes they've committed. The Karma you absolve unto yourself is quite obvious, even though the rest of society is indifferent. It is possible to absolve major loads of Karma [debts] from doing such awful things like stealing, killing, hurting people, beating people up, and raping people, by just going inside of yourself, and into your Spirit.

Many people will say No, No! we want to punish offenders, we want to hurt them. But the God force happens to be a merciful force, and even though you meditate, it doesn't guarantee that your not going to be hurt one day, because sometimes meditation just isn't enough. If you do meditate, at least it will help. If we taught meditation, Astrology and Karma to our children, then I believe that people would be happier by treating each other and themselves with more mutual respect. This is a key factor as to why society is in such a mess, because we are not absolving and processing enough Karma. When people compound too much negative Karma, a Karma overload, that's when they end up in institutions. These institutions may be a mental institution, a penal institution, or the hospital.

There are unfortunately mistakes made in our system, as there is probably one out of a thousand individuals that will end up in the hospital, jail or mental institution and they really don't belong there karmically, but for some reason they're there. Sometimes they are there as a teacher. Sometimes they have a function or a role there, to help the people who are already in the institution. If you do get to a point in your life where you experience karmic overload, and become a victim inside one of society's institutions, or even somehow held in a foreign country, forget it. The institution can also be classified as a non-positive government situation. This is the kind of effect that occurs when a karmic overload is so serious and so negative. If you think that low level emotional pain and stress you deal with in the house when watching TV at night is bad, imagine the poor souls that are lost and are locked up in cells, behind closed doors and in hospitals with tubes in them, going through surgeries and pain everyday. Maybe these patients could have done something earlier in their lives, changed their health habits, and stopped clogging their veins and arteries.

During most Jewish holidays, its a tradition to eat honey bread and Holla, which is egg bread. A doctor will tell a Jewish heart patient to eat no eggs, cholesterol, or sodium, but the tradition is to eat special breads which are loaded with eggs and cholesterol, and the Jewish people follow their traditions. That's why heart disease is high and rampant among Jewish people because they go to deli's, consume corned beef, roast beef high in cholesterol, salt, and you wonder why they end up in the hospitals with cancer and heart disease. They are not taking care of their bodies. This is not intended to put Jewish people down, it is an example followed in many cultures. If I had a heart problem, and I don't, I would avoid LDL-cholesterol, sodium, and triglycerides. I'd go totally Pritkin, which I am almost, and protect my body.

There are ways to avoid this. You can create Karma by being mean to your body, just like you can create Karma by being mean to anything in this dimension. The human body is part of this dimension, so if your not loving and nurturing to this body it will turn on you, and you will feel pain. So take care of your Karma folks, start being loving to yourself, and to your body. Avoid the cigarette, alcoholic drink, and unnecessary fats and chemicals. Do you know how much sodium and cholesterol are in a scoop of certain ice creams? Where is the common sense in clogging up your arteries, buying a bypass for fifty thousand dollars to make some surgeon rich. Certain sections of the economy in this country would appear to be based on death. Many of the foods we love to eat like red meat, eggs, salt, sugar, white flour can cause heart disease and cancer. Do you wonder why people suffer when we're all conditioned to eat this crud and kill ourselves. This is all negative Karma, add emotional stress and you have karmic overload. Your given the choice to eat digestible raw fruits, vegetables and whole grains to protect your vital organs and arteries. You can choose to meditate and reduce your stress levels, protect your body to stay happier and healthier and to die peacefully. It is possible. Take a look at your life, its not too late for any of you. Your body is a powerful vehicle of healing, it is the vehicle of God. It is the residence of an essence of the God-force. So the body can always be turned around.

This essence inside of the body, which is the Soul, is responding to the experiences of your body to the pleasure, pain and various events in life. Whether you know it or not, all people and animals have souls. If you look into their eyes you can almost see their Soul. A person can walk around in this dimension of life and almost feel like a puppet, because during ones life, you never really get to see yourself on the outside of your body as those who are perceiving you do. We generally experience life as individuals with this conscious mind in the head, processing information and experiencing sensations from looking, listening, smelling, speaking, and moving limbs that can feel. So life in itself is a phenomena.

It's funny that as we live this adventure that we call life, we go through a step by step process through the years, and we learn, grow and we absorb, and we get conditioned by ourselves, by society and by our experiences. At times we are coerced into doing certain things, and making certain choices by other people with whom we subsequently may wish to blame. The conditioning in the consciousness formed through years of experience, is always the one that delivers the final choice. The Soul is in the background, gaining experience, yet providing the body with a life force. People will stress themselves out with poor food, lack of exercise, aggravation and worry. They put themselves in situations that will cause ulcerated parts in their bodies because the stress is so incredible. Then they blame the spouse, the children or the career. Well, who creates this stuff, if it's not that consciousness inside your head that is always given the choice, whether to create it or not, or is always given the option to bale out and say no I don't want this in my life.

So we create our own stressful situations, and our own Karma. One of the ways you can be happier, is to finally take responsibility for your own choices and your own actions. Instead of putting the blame on another person, take a long hard look at your own life, to see how you created that situation. Certain factors before birth, create the choice of parents, body, sex, home, city and culture that you will live in. This may sometimes be by divine grace, or individual choice because of past life patterns and events. The experiences and choices available during life create certain probabilities for events to occur in order to attain optimal Soul growth. No matter what experiences you do create, because we all are human in this dimension, many times you will create an experience that is not going to be fun. Life can be an agony, ecstasy, gestalt, passion-pain or love-hate syndrome. Some days are wonderful and you feel great, no one can bother you, everything is fine. Other days, it's hard getting out of bed in the morning, you don't want to face several people, you don't even want to call certain supposed friends, you don't want to hit that traffic and very often we deal with this love-hate syndrome inside of ourselves.

Powerful karmic situations in our lives, confronting ourselves with those things in our lives that we have created, that produce tremendous pain and suffering or discomfort. Frankly, if we take a look at our lives you might want to take a piece of paper and write down all the things that make your life miserable. All the stuff about your wife/husband, kids, dad, mom, house, neighbors, what ever or who ever bothers you. Now look at it and know it's your creation. You created it. So what now? If you are suffering through it... UNcreate It.

Some Tips to Uncreate Discomfort

1. Change it, Metamorphose it, Change your attitude about it.
2. Make new choices. You have this power of choice.
3. Assume responsibility for what is in your life. You are responsible for what is in your life.
4. Stop blaming others, yourself. The mess is there so what's done is done, when the opportunity comes make a different choice.
5. Learn from your experiences, try not to repeat your messes.
6. Don't burn any bridges when you do make bad choices, try to bale out of things as gracefully as possible, when you need to, with a blessing on your lips. Let's forget all this negativity and hostility.

The way to have Soul growth, and reach higher awareness to your higher self, and open yourself to your Spirit guides, so you can channel your higher self is to absolve Karma. Therefore, if the situation that you are in is painful, and too uncomfortable, you need to process it or somehow get out of it. Make a deal with yourself, or with others as peacefully as possible to process your relationships and your life. Don't sit in a rut and put up with the suffering. It is good to meditate. Meditation and processing relationships are the two finer ways to absolve Karma.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

saya

ek hath, jo tham le,
ek wo najar, jo chup se dekh le,
ek wo sath, jo dil ko kashish de,
ek wo dil, jo bhar le ahoon mein,
yeh dil panha le,
bas aise hi ek nam ki.

sath

aisa kyu lagta hai,
ki tu jindagi se hai khafa,
kyu lagta hai aisa,
jaise tujhe mein hai kuch chal raha,
khud ko tham kar,
hi sakta hai, tu khud ko bana,
soch ke dayre se nikal,
dekh suraj bhi tujhe tak raha...

Khud se khafa

hai uska koi nahi,
yeh usko tha pata,
har pal wo sada,
sath mein raha khada....

muskurahate ya gum,
raha sab se juda,
aankho ka salab,
dil mein uske tha bhara

JLT

Laziness leads to the way of doing things intelligently.

Stoic because don't think anything. Everything starts from thinking.

Not so strange

We are strange,
Veiled and disguised in our own rage.
We act friends to strangers,
Its spring & we are not exchangers.
Ready to walk an extra mile,
& pleasantly amused by perpendicular style.

As the time passes by,
We become die hard exchangers,
"I" creeps in again,
Tit for tat replaces humor to carry on with I-am-better chain.
Fresh wounds and stale relations,
Again loner searches for fresh pastures,
Vicious circle has its own amplifications.

As we progress forward,
Our cold heart stands still.

Years after,
We take solace that we are not attached,
& fail to see that who is attached to us.

People would have been happy,
Weekends would have been merry,
If we would have just grinned,
& just let it go.........

Monday, August 17, 2009

Depression

keep it cool,
keep it balanced,
keep it this way & keep it that way,
I don't wanna let it be the excellent way,
I just want it to be my way,


questions and hay wired sessions,
marketing guys sold off the stock or not,
but yes they stewed me about myself,
they marketed themselves to me,
at every nook,
one can find the marketers cook...

bolted down the expression of aggression,
not considered good,
in so called patrician world,
dumped myself,
my mind's exponential suppression,
lead me away from myself in arithmetic progression...

today i think i live a life of depression,
and i am someone else facial expression,
though it was my discretion,
that outer world's multiple regression,
lead me away from my possession,

possession which was good or bad,
but that was not me!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Nihal Ho Gayi

sidhi sapaat zindagi bavaal ho gayi
sidhi sapaat zindagi bavaal ho gayi

teri ek nazar se…ooo..teri ek nazar se…oooo
teri ek nazar se zindagi nihal ho gayi
nihal ho gayi…. nihal ho gayi….
teri ek nazar se zindagi nihal ho gayi..

jis ko main bheed kehta tha
wo log ho gaye
jis ko sadak samajhta tha
wo raah ho gayi

chamakti aasmaan mein
gol cheez chaand ho gayi ho
ho teri ek nazar se
ho teri ek nazar se

daaliyon mein jhoomte
wo rang phool ho gaye
khushbuon se saans saans
malamaal ho gayi

ek hawa jo paas aayi
to jhonka kaha use
paani jo barasne laga
rimjhim kaha use

hothon ke modne ko
muskurahaten kaha
ho teri ek nazar se
ho teri ek nazar se

badla mahina to naya
mausam kaha use
sur naya naya nayi nayi
si taal ho gayi

baby

no plan,
behind that cute smile,
same for a wealthy man,
& for a man selling corns under the broken tank...

Heart

a heart,
who loves all,
who respects all,
who thinks good for all,
who is a lending ear for all,
who is compassionate for all,
who is ready to fix things for all,
who does not mind getting his hands dirty for all,
who is all for all,
who is a reason for a smile,
who is spring for all,
who is goodness for all,
who is a lesson for all,
who is a change for a heart who wants this all....

Think

Yeah we want to think,
yeah we want to to have the time to savor the wink,
to savor that taste,
and let leave that amazing palatable haste,
which gives me a sense of assurance,
that my life is not a waste,
mindless rat race,
may be good,
may be bad,
but got to run,
not to be idle,
to be ready with sleeves up,
and to be ready to pop up...

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Wonder

I wonder what did I do?
God is so kind on me that I found you...

Why, where and how?
don't know the answers and still heart says wow....

In quest of a good deal,
Got some real...

in search of a soul,
whom i can reason and who can reasons me all...
i found diamonds who are standing with me in all...
in the land of competition,
i got partisan...

Real enough to feel proud of,
Real enough to be a part of,
Good enough to paste a smile on my face,
Big enough to fill the blank space.....

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Na nahi - Nani

pariyo ki kahani se ubharti ek tasveer purani,
wo sukoon bhari meethi dopaharein,
aur bachpan ki sari masum shaitani,
na tha koi shor aur na thi koi daur,
bas tha to atoot pyar aur meri nani.

Wo pyara sa chehra,
aur duniya se pyara tha pyar tumhara,
aaj bhi jab wo chehra yaad aata hai,
ek muskaan aur ek dard chod jata hai....

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Surrender

The biggest blunder,
little frog twitters from thunder,
what if, it gives up & surrender,
will fail to go underwater,
and will just squander.

I don't wanna be the tide,
which falls to rise up with a pride,
but which forms just coz of physics applied,
Check me, I wanna be bonafide.

One alias is destiny,
in a beautiful robe of profanity,
lessens conscious gravity,
answers brutality & insincerity.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Tears

another duality,
which takes you away from frugality,
you feel the pain,
and shed tears in vain,
why to cry and let be your heart so dry,
dry enough that you can not bear the pain,
and your mind so weak that orders your eyes to rain.
I am above my mind,
& want to take time to be kind,
Wanna unleash,
Want my heart to stop screech,
It is dark and in the stilness of graveyard,
I can hear someone calling,
Someone sobbing,
calling my name,
someone telling that someone,
is burning a not-so-dead dame!

???

I want to write,
till the moment everything is not right,
Till that moment,
I want to give it a tight fight.
I want to write,
till the moment my mind is not free,
There lies soemthing which doesnt sets me free,
I am fearful,
what may spring up,
I dont want to be weak,
and i choose not to tweak,
I dont want to be helpless,
and i need no ones caress,
I dont want to repent,
and i dont want brood over the time spent,
I have the courage,
and this is no mirage,
I have the courage to dream,
may be i dont end up in the cream,
i just want to rise,
from the fear of wrong and right,
may be its wrong,
may be its right,
i understand it to be just as a matter of time.

Ponder

Hours of mindless wander,
& the flow of water,
Stream gushing in a hole,
Deep away from soul,
Millions offshooting to a single goal,
enough is the reason to be a glory hole.

Infinite seeds intersects,
tried and tested paths have huge personal impacts,
why do we get swept away,
risk of danger works out one's way.

Incomplete....Without you everything is incomplete.

Bliss

Bliss is my life,
bliss is my fate,
bliss is when i am upto date.

Longing for happiness,
Thinking that I am living in pain,
Soaring for dreams high enough,
to reach there is not a plain.
Bliss is in thinking,
that I will rise from my slumber,

Up with my sleeves,
and i will let my hair fall,
i will not worry,
that i will loose or fail,
I will run for my dreams,
and dreams will run for me.

I just wanna do,
and i dont care if i screw,
it will be my destiny,
and it will be me.

Lazy or coward,
Free or debted,
Lost or famous,
I will be me,
and to know myself will be a bliss.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Trust

An innate feeling,
to not be laughed at back,
to cared where ever you lack.

first one to mock on me,
never the one to walk over me.

I am a jerk, you know that, i know that,
and i know that you will always let me know that.

I am rowdy,
and the scenario before you is never cloudy.

I trust you with my deepest shit,
you curse me but never takes ride on it.

School mate did a mistake,
and Mrs. Agony beats a cake,
I am her mate,
but didnt leave a chance to sheepishly smile at agony's face.

I may not stand for her,
she may not be the connoisseur,
Still i look for her,
i long for her and i abide by her.......

My refree

haywired,
just lost,
can think,
but cant stop,
just want to go on,
dont know when and where
i will really count upon,
just need peace,
just want to sleep,
just want to yell,
i know my god will hear my bell,
just you have rescued me,
i run to the doom,
and you are my refree

away

away, away & away,
from everything,
from every being,
from every thought,
from me,
from you,
from life,
from death,
from fear,
from anxiety,
from coldness,
from calmness,
from body,
from mind,
from ......................

????

so people centric,
still alone,
why the life seems,
full of paradoxes,
or may be its,
that what you want the best,
that tests you the best,
coz thats the only thing which can bring you
to your knees,
and then pain and the unease,
can only teach and breed the,
lessons which you have to learn

Friday, July 10, 2009

Soulmate

how can i write about you, i have a picture of you,
deep inside me, seated beside me,
i know you will make it right,
i know you are gonna give it a fight,
a hand which will mold me,
a hand which will lift me,
my ego so blatant,
then it will become latent,
i understand and repeat my fouls,
after being you my side,
i hope to stop my growls,
my heart questions,
and my mind suggestions,
to mend my ways,
to be able to entertain the sun rays,
a fairy in white for you,
want to be an answer for you,
want to be a reason for you,
a reason to live,
a reason to smile and thrive,
the world may tear you,
and your fears may rip you,
want to be the strength,
more closer than arm's length,
so that again you have the courage to fight,
while making it bright,
want to be the care,
and want you to see relaxed on a garden chair,
your heart of gold, made things unfold,
challenges are high,
still don't want to see you sigh,
don't want you to feel life is a toil,
can't see you spoil,
life is greater than emis,
let it not demise,
let it not wither,
let's always see the line of silver,
journey to a villa is easy,
loss of inner joy is messy,
let not nursery rhyme fade away,
let not the child's innocent fade away,
let not be the money making machine,
and we be the mean deviation from the mean,
the metro will take away,
the callous people will take away,
but you have to build it back,
and i will be the mortar to support your track,
want to see your heart smile,
and to put it back, i am ready to travel as many miles.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

The rising

something was missing, something was dying,
an empty space, a feeling so waste,
crept in me, swept away me,
helpless and drowning, wanted to rush away from this maddening,
relinquished control, always opting for the destiny's poll,
now i want to charge back, want to redeem wherever i lack,
may be i sail, may be screw, but i will be the entire crew,
i can achieve, whatever i perceive,
no longer a dame, want to get a name,
want to soar high, as high as i can eye,
i have it in me, and i am not meant for bourgeoisie.

Monday, June 29, 2009

Beauty lies skin deep

36-26-36,
Oh-Oh,
sorry miss, you miss the hit,
arc of nose, fall of eyebrow,
decides your crossroads,
luster your skin, woo your man back,
keeps corporates on track,
admiration and natural love for fair skin,
fair nature not even attracts your kin.
integrity, morality, honesty,
are never meant to exist in totality.
barbie wins the pride,
flesh contour, takes all for tour.....

Feather

conscience as light as feather,
mind as swift as air,
grudges, jealousy loads soul,
heart hibernates in rabbit hole,
knock knock calls confusion,
and there comes no solution,
loaded dirt unloads,
with no open roads,
cages more with body,
rooted, mourned, & devoured,
sky was the limit,
Now grave is the ambit.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Atop mound

me and my friend,
on that lush green and pink mound,
gazing & staring,
sitting hand in hand,
idealizing and later realizing,
gush of scented breeze,
aristocratic ecstatic feeling,
we are the world,
we are the happiness,
If God's caress,
It's Us,
We are the chosen one,
and ours will be the caramel bun,
the mound atop,
opens a dream shop,
i plan my morning,
i sketch my coffee and dining,
my wet hair and his nodding,
9 AM and retiring,
i want to buy more,
and i slide back to mound,
to swing, to whirl, to twist around
on this lovely piece of ground!

Seed

Yes, I have sown,
this is my own,
Whether I loose or I won,
I cant disown.
Love and hatred,
Peace or war,
Compassion or cold,
Introvert or extrovert,
Whom shall I revert,
This is my own.
This is what I have sown.

Earth bears fury of sun,
Arc seeded that burn.

Shun it all,
Before overgrown seed,
Makes it a wailing wall.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Utopia

The final ring,
Peace just above the brim,
Best is no monopoly,
Industry, Corporates & No false debates,
Son and Daughter,
Money and laughter,
Success and righteous,
Greed in dictionary,
Individual ex-pression is primary,
Relation with no mean inside,
Yeah, there still exists continental divide,
Just to foster & meet on Roaster.
Nations opt NNPT,
Now it stands for No Nonsense Power Show Treaty,
All believes in love and Unity,
This is my dream, May be on extremes,
Utopia in sepia!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Goal

Change me, Smash me,
I wanna metamorphize.

Build me, Compose me,
Destiny will revolutionize.

Sensation & no desertation,
Solution & I need no consolation.

Death but no departure,
Surge & wanna be an archer!

Friday, June 19, 2009

Puzzle

Mind over matter,
Ego over my heart's chatter,
It has been a long game,
& my life has been set aflamed.

My desires makes me confused,
& I leave my relations defused.

When my heart wants to go back,
I anguish a great panic attack,
I fail to take a firm stand,
Is it my ego or a feeling of barren land...

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Mother Nature - JV Deeps & Pooh

Mother Nature seasons all,
Man frowns,
So he can’t reasons all!

In frenzy he digs her heart,
womb in which he grows,
he tries to tear apart,
but still she feeds them all,

He mourns & digs deep,
Bliss is in acceptance,
Which he doesn’t know.

& still living in ignorance,
he tries to quarry gold,
but ends up with fool's gold,
thus goes on thy unending quest.
digging deeper & deeper,
but still finding no solace no rest!

Mother wants to teach,
His intentions are put to test,
He fails & in bid to succeed,
He stoops in exceed,
Affluent he becomes,
Leaving himself hollowed.

Hollowed as if eaten by termites,
hollow as crying within and laughing outside,
hollow like the tree,
falling down in gush of air,
still she loves, nurtures & cares,
she showers love in all her words,

Still she bestows her riches,
His longing for happiness,
Brings him back to nature,
She pours her heart out,
Subtle, serene & calmly she pours,
He drinks the nectar,
Intoxicated & rejuvenated,
He soars,
To become moron!
Moron but still her beloved child,
That’s why she blessed him with,
eyes to sparkle & lips to smile,
stubborn yet favorite,
giving countless chance to rise after fall

Who says mother is impartial,
Yes she is partial, partial to child called man,
Showering him with nectar,
Sending clouds to save him from tan.

Mother contours,
Amazed Man,
Bewildered by her beauty & enigma,
Satisfies his hunger,
C raves for more,
Mother still truly & kindly,
Keeps on pouring,
From the cradle till death bed,
Embraces him,
Even after death, cuddles him up.

But thy lust makes him see,
just his gains,
& thy ignorant of her pains,
Pains given by him,
killing her other Childs,
wasting her gifts &
breaking all rules,
how long she would bear,
wounds inflicted upon her.

She suffers & bleeds,
Still she worry for him,
Treats her wounds as his right,
Bestowed to him for unknown reasons,
She gives & just gives,
Shattered, Betrayed & disappointed,
Mends herself just to serve,
That’s her nature,
That’s why we know her as Nature!

Not jus mother her daughter too,
serves him this way,
taking al the pains,
thinking of no gain
She comes from far land,
crossing mountains, tackling stones,
reaches to him, satisfying his thirst,
giving water to plants to grow,
and satisfy thy hunger,
Obedient sister, she is river

Flowing not to gain,
But to blend,
Tides up & down to amaze,
Shows her fury,
At the apathetic face of him,
Comes back to her nature,
Flows silently & calmly,
Surges with gush of water,
In her banks, keeps her flow,
Man surrounded by nature,
To learn & to become,
To bear & to adore.

Little grains roll,
& reach to that small pond,
left behind by her,
Drenching themselves in her nectar,
They start spreading wings,
wings of life,
Life giving life to man,
thus she keeps on showering thy,
love n blessings,
she makes the life move on,
will remain there till eternity,
even when
many of his generations are gone.
Teaching him to stand up,
Stand up tall,
In front of all odds

She is dug,
Yields water,
She is sowed,
Harvests gold,
She is the base,
Gives a hold,
She is mined,
Yields coal, petrol & gold,
Man inflicts scars,
She takes the toil,
Quakes, slides but still holds,
Sources the life &,
Sustains the life,
The only planet,
Home to the species,
Maker of the heaven,
Yes, heaven on the earth,
That’s earth!

He looted her,
of all her beauty of all her jewels
kept on poking her,
giving innumerable sorrows,
but even in thy outburst,
she warned him before,
to go away far,
far from the danger zone,
She gave him all the places,
all the wealth,
but asked for nothing,
but always giving,
She is the essence of all
life begins with her,

Veerana

kaise jiya jaye bin tere,
ki yeh dil gamgeen hai,
na koi tasveer hai,
no koi manjar hai,
na jeene ki khwaish hai,
jindagi to chalegi hi,
par koi intezaar nahi,
na kashish hai,
na chah hai,
na koi humkadam,
is badi duniya,
mein ek bada si jagah hai,
wo fasla sara mere dil mein dafan hai,
kaise bhula du teri batein,
kaise bhula du teri yaadein,
jis baat ka ilm nahi tha abhi tak,
wo shayad abhi hua hai,
mujhe pyar hua jab,
mera humdum ruth gaya hai,
wo pal, wo lamhe,
nashtar ki tarah chubte hain,
pehle bhi rote the,
abhi bhi rote hain,
ankhon ko ilm nahi,
ki ab dil bhi hai shamil,
kabhi tu manzil tha meri,
aaj meri hai tanhai,
na jeene ki tamana hai,
na pane ki khawaish hai,
bas sab khote jana hai,
aur khud ko mitana hai,
tere bin ruh ne,
bhi ki harjai hai,
tu samne nahi,
bas dard e judai hai...

Aakhir Kyu?

Na aankhon mein aasu hai,
Na hoton pe shikva hai,
Kuch nahi tha humare beech,
bas isi ka ye kissa hai.
Phir bhi,
kyu sab kuch adhura hai?
aadat ke shikanje mein,
kabr maine hi khodi hai,
kitna sehna hai abhi,
bas isi ki ye fasana hai.

Dekhe the jo manjar,
ab wo khwab hi hain khanjar.....

Wo

socho nahi,
to kuch nahi,
jab socho to,
tha sab kuch wahi,
umad aata hai,
yaado ka saagar,
wo hasi,
wo intezar,
wo nok jhok,
wo sharat,
wo motu,
wo badmash,
wo pooji,
wo baarish,
wo delhi,
wo cp,
wo india gate,
wo ab bas wo hai…..
aur wo hi hai……

Manzil

Wo Manzil aur rasta hi kya…jise apni jagah rehne diya ja sake….
Rasta koi samajhta hai to wo nadi hai,
jisse nahi pata hota kaha uski manjil hai,
usko bas chalte jana hai,
rah mein sab ko apna banana hai,
ant mein bhi sagar mein kho jana hai

Only some "one" can be special?

Doing comes easy,
you do it with people,
with someone special,
you raise your expectations,
let the world be happy from me,
i will wait for one,
who will make my world happy,
and yes with someone special,
i have been raising my expectations,
how can i forget,
someone special needs all the more attention,
i was so busy in making me see my world happy,
that my world doesn't exists anymore,
may be he has been also raising his expectations.
Don't receive if you can't deliver, and you will be free,
Don't pretend, just deliver, what you can always digest,
and you will not raise your expectations,
and you will never be alone,
you will not need to wait for someone special,
coz then everyone will be special!

Proverbs

Doubt is the beginning, not the end, of wisdom.

Don't throw the baby out with the bathwater.

Don't take life too seriously; you'll never get out of it alive.

Don't put the cart before the horse.

Don't mend what ain't broken.

Enjoy what you don't know

Ceasefire

I am right,
Still I also carry on the fight…
I am kind hearted,
Still my eyes find faults,
I am nice,
Still I can’t forgive,
I have played my part,
Still it’s incomplete,

Did you really make a try?

Why shall I make a move?
I give a damn,
I don’t need it,
So I don’t need to feed it,
May be you need me,
I don’t even care looking your direction,
Come on,
Is it about who is right,
& who is wrong,
Can anyone tell who is right?
& who is wrong,
It’s just about being together,
Laughing few laughs,
Sharing some tears,
Tolerating some senseless jokes,
Do we’ have to be serious?
Just to be serious enough,
To restrain,
To become people proof..
Can we have TRUCE….

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Khamoshi ki goonj

ye gunj, ye cheekh,
tham jate hain,
gujarte waqt ke sath,
ye kolahal, ye halahal,
gum ho jate hain raat ke andhere ke sath,
chalta hun main,
aur chalti hai meri awaz aksar mere sath,
bante bichadte rishte,
reh jate hain dundhli awazo ke sath,
sitam awaz ka kam hai,
veerani awazo ke sath.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Old fashioned Love

I want this,
I want that,
I want tit for a tat,
I want you,
but before that,
You have to show,
May be bow,
This aint me,
This my heart,
once which binds,
& once which flies.

I wanna tease,
Make you shreak,
I wanna run,
Make you mum,
This aint me,
This my heart,
once which trusts,
& once which tests.

Neither you run,
Nor you show,
I wait, I bow & I return,
coz my heart pains,
& I wanna show.
Ya this is me & this is my heart,
Pines for u, Cares for u,
& I wanna same from u,
So,
u ve to run,
u ve to show............

Saturday, May 2, 2009

I know you dont love me,
but its not easy for me,
to get over you,
To leave you, to forget you,
I cant believe you are not alone,
without me,
Its not easy for me,
to get over you,
i know you are gone,
I want you to come back,
On your own,
feeling u love me &
I love you

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Lost

Half alive, half dead,
Not drunk but still unconscious,
Working half mindedly,
Don't know where I am lost,
Don't know why I am lost,
But yes i know i am lost,
is time punishing me,
for i m just passing it,
is the blankness hovering me,
for i m just surrounded by it,
what and what will lead me,
out of it,
will it be strenuous conditions,
will it be solace,
will it be away from home,
or will it be in home,
don’t know,
what, where & why,
but yes i m lost somewhere.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Fear causes illness in mind

Recognize fear as a warning when it arises. Don’t try to dismiss it or force it out. Slow down, examine why you’re fearful and honestly face the threat, says Dr Rick Levy


Fear is rampant in today’s society. You should resolve to banish fear from your life because of its highly destructive nature. If unchecked it will paralyze your efforts to succeed and eventually cause illness in your mind and body. Moreover, chronic fear generates negative energy, infecting society and serving only to attract more fear. To deal with fear effectively, first recognize it as a warning when it arises. Do not try to dismiss it or tough it out. Slow down long enough to examine why you are fearful and honestly face the threat. The best antidote for fear is vidya — the virtuous forces that work to lead us into God by promoting the nobility of every person and the oneness of humankind. So to heal yourself from fear, start by doing things that make you feel secure and bring you love and happiness. Reconnect with family and friends. Make a determined effort to reach out to others in heartfelt compassion, and even consider doing a little public service. You’ll feel much better, and simultaneously help shift the societal energies away from avidya (disunity) into vidya (unity and compassion). The most effective way to banish fear is to meditate. Even a little daily meditation (15 minutes) will heal you from fear. Meditation has been scientifically proven to produce the opposite of the human stress response:
Blood pressure goes down
Circulation is equalized throughout the vital organs
Immune functioning is elevated
Breathing and heart rate are slowed and
Brain waves relax to produce a peaceful mental euphoria Meditation has these effects because it brings you into conscious awareness of your soul (Atman), which is eternal, blissful, all powerful and impervious to threats of any kind. As often as you meditate, you will train your mind to focus constantly on the highest of vidyavirtues — your unity with God — at which point, fear will cease to exist.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Friday, March 27, 2009

Creativity

We need non violence,
but we cant bow to violence,
Violence is to be overcome,
but by creativity, peace and compassion.

Growth

" Flexibility defines your Latitude ".

Little Red Riding Hood

Riding on a pony,
On a dusty highway,
With mountains in the backdrop,
I am running,
Leaving my senses behind,
The gush of music,
The smell of the earthen air,
The cool breeze enwraps me,
The trees are happy & dancing with me,
Burgeoning desire for more,
Makes me ecstatic,
Makes me feel alive,
I am on a journey of unknown.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Dekh tere insaan ki haalat kya ho gayi bhagwaan

Paisa bolta hai,
Money hai to honey hai,
No pyar without car,
Money is the source of love,
No Money, No Love,
No LIFE!

Monday, March 23, 2009

Conviction

Love is conviction,
Friends dont understand,
Buy you know,
Your mind does not know,
But your heart owe,
The feeling, the bliss, the charisma, the charm,
Every feeling has melody ingrained,
Every feeling soothes you &
You feel the cool breeze around the words,
Every feeling leaves you hazy &
leaves you with smile,
You cherish for more & more.
Meditation when you can see the light,
is a step above!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Be active

We crib about the the system, we do not vote, do we actually know whom to vote and whom not to vote. We are well versed with which stream to opt, which university to go, which company to join...Are we aware that whats going on with our country, do we know whom shall we trust and why shall we trust, do we have enough of information? And even if we have enough of information & think there is no one who deserves our vote, do we actually take it to the next level and make a better place with better people.
First we study business models and then we go and then we embark for our professional ventures and then we understand corruption models and then we say that we are getting exposed to practical pursuit of things, Its not practical application,
rather its the ugly face which rises its head, which has long been ignored.
The face which is gloomed with comman man helpness, mind which has to bow down in front of bureaucracies, hands which are tied with rules and regulations. The free will of individual and power of masses gets mocked upon, the prime cause being complacency and forgetfulness, we dont forget what bad our father said that too for our good 10 years back but we forget what scams our national leaders do every day.
The complacent nature now changes its face, now it becomes necessity. Now, I dont have time to concentrate on it, now i have to build my social status, i have a family to breed and i want my work to get it done at the earliest as this is the need of the hour, I have to drive xylo, I want to present my wife a diamond necklace, i have to get my children in the best of the schools. Can my children's schooling wait..no...very much obvious, i will do everything to give them the best at the earliest and hence will lead the circle on and on..

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Ujala

Chirag tale andhera kyu hota hai,
khud jal kar hi kuch pana hota hai,
us khone mein hi sukh ki anubhuti hai,
kyuki sachi khushi sab ke khush hone mein hi hai.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Piece of Wisdom

Let love and loyalty always show like a necklace, and write them in your mind. God and people will like you and consider you a success.

Habit - It remains

I dont like it,
But I am used to it,
I dont want it,
But I cant leave it,
It hurts me,
But I cant change it,
I am living with it,
It's my habit.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Cloud number NINE

Sky adorned with clouds, unmatched beauty casts its spells and leaves you wanting for more of it for ever and ever,
So serene, so calm, sitting on the top of whitest cloud paving my way in the vast expanse,
Want to be embraced by that serenity too,
Milky bowl of snow on the sky, the blue expanse to fill the space among snow bowls,
Swamps me away with the spell.

Oneness

same species,
different thinking,
same organs,
different melody,
salute differences,
& be united!!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Words from a friend

Man is made in the image of God. Cribbing is sin. Rise above from attachment, anger & ego. Don't have to please, & dont have to be angry....

Attachment

Attachment with ur ego,
Attachment with ur self,
Attachment with ur self esteem,
Attachment with i m right,
Attachment with i m never wrong,
Attachement with my whims,
Attachment with my fancies,
Attachment with my dreams,
Attachment with my desires,
Attachment with my clothes,
Attachment with my family,
Attachment with my money,
Attachment with my work,
Attachment with my way of doing work,
Attachment with my things,
Attachment with my emotions,
Attachment with I am good,
Attachment with my thoughts,
Attachment with my static thinking.

Monday, March 9, 2009

Distance from Destiny

Nah bout U or Me,
It's bout I & I,
It was never about us,
That's why,
We are on airbus,
Both in different directions,
Were whole, are now a fraction,
Once driving,
Now driven!

N. R. Narayana Murthy

In God we trust, everybody else bring data to the table.

Progress = Mind - Mindset

The real power of money is the power to give it away.

Performance leads to recognition. Recognition brings respect. Respect enhances power. Humility and grace in one's moments of power enhances dignity of an organization.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Desire

Want to achieve,
No matter what,
No matter how,
That's my Destiny...

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Depends on You

Happy,
Counts on Thy,
Tune is ingrained,
Melody is yours,
Dance to it,
Or Mute it.

By Alfred North Whitehead

There are no whole truths,
All truths are half-truths.
It is trying to treat them,
As whole truths that plays
The Devil.

Go on & on...

Think from mind,
Think from heart,
if you don't know where to start,
Close your eyes,
& take a breath,
Still don't know where to begin,
Unlearn learnt,
& you will know!

Start

Wanna write,
Wanna be out of this mad nite,
Wanna die,
To born again,
To be born like phoenix,
To be new,
With the bits of old,
To be bold,
Yes can start it afresh,
But why to start & why & why & why to start,
Then even has to start!

And this, too, shall pass away

Anger, Ignorance,
Will roam away,
Ill feelings will pass away,
Life will pass away,
Mortal is nothing,
I will also pass away,
Death will also pass away,
Again life will carve its way,
And again it will pass away.

Friday, March 6, 2009

Colorless Life


Integral yet Petite,
No attitude,
Flows wherever,
Doesn’t awaits Welcome ,
Exists everywhere,
Doesn’t boasts about its richness,
Makes itself profoundly available,
Quenches which can’t be otherwise,
Part of Universe,
Part of body,
Part of food,
Part of Birth,
Part of Death,
Part of Diamond,
Part of Coal,
Unbiased it remains,
With or without identity
It’s liquid,
It’s gas,
It’s solid,
Clouds, Rain,
Lake, river & ocean,
Cleans body,
Perspiration from him,
Shows his desperation,
Wonders of the world,
Ski, Swim, Cruise,
Scuba do, Kayak,
Allows to Sail & let you feel like King!

I am the KING

Converse with air,
Play with fear,
Rolling on rainbow,
Chirping from a burrow,
Cloud is my throne,
Myself I enthrone.

Virtues

Strong relation by fragile men,
We Love & we return,
Understanding ruins,
Once fertile becomes barren,
Once everything becomes nothing,
Once priority becomes convenience,
Once choice becomes destiny,
Once love becomes responsibility,
Once gifts becomes obligations,
Once you become me,
Diffusion takes place,
Coz of Ego,
Coz of hollow self respect,
Coz of suspect,
Coz of trust,
Virtues ain’t good,
If becomes a reason to part,
A reason for heart ache,
A reason to bid bye good or bad,
A reason to be alone,
Self respect ain’t good,
If becomes a reason to brood,
Worthy is Vice which keeps you committed!

Tortoise

Raw age led to wrong school
Napped, I opted Commerce
Smugged, I went for Masters
Ignorant, I went to elect
Was it too early or
Were I too behind!

Safar

Sab rishte jhoothe hai,
Sab naate jhoothe hai,
Phir kyu jeeta hain insaan,
Kyun kamata hai,
Kyu sapne sajata hai,
Kyu pyar karta hai,
Gavana to hota hi hai sab kuch,
Maut se pehle to zindagi ne chode dena hai sath hi,
To phir kyu rishte banata hain insaan,
Zaroori to kuch bhi nahi zindagi jeene ke liye,
Phir rishto aur jarurto mein qaid ho kar kyo jeeta marta hai insaan,
Duniya main caravan to aur bhi hai,duniya mein manzilein to bahu thain,
Par har kisi ki manzil pyar kyo hoti hai,
Kya pyar hai ek bhasha jo samajhta hai har insaan,
To phir kyo dard hota hai,kyu aansu aate hain,
Kya pyar hai ek paudha jis mein sirf katein hain,
Suna tha pyar majhab nahi dekhta,amir gareeb nahi dekhta,pyar tan nahi dekhta,
Pyar sirf man dekhta hai,
To phir ajnabee kyu ho jate hain do log,
Wahi dil lekar jisko mile the,
Wahi dil lekar kyu bichad jaate hain log,
Mil kar bichdna to hai hi,
To phir kyu milte hai log,
Khwabon mein milkar, kyo karee baa kar juda ho jate hain log,
Shayad,
Mil kar bichandna, bichad kar milna,
Ruk kar chlana, chal kar rukna,
Has kar rona, ro kar hasna hi hai Zindagi..

Miles to go before I know - YOU

A man has been left by god in this world to wander alone.
There is no one to care,
There is no one to say I am here.
This world is full of people but a man continues to graze aloof.
On the head there is a roof but no familiarity.
Everybody is so busy in himself
That there is no clarity.
My heart cries when it feels the pain,
Talking to myself & you above, I get relief.
GOD help brining me myself closer to me and you,
Coz That’s the only way to be...

Solitary Reaper

My heart pines for a soul,
Who can reasons me all,
God contoured man alone,
With sole individuality n bizarre identity.
A man comes alone, A man goes all alone,
Why a man can not live alone

Mystery of Here & There

People are just there for you
Every time you say
They are there
Not when you don’t say
When you are mum
There presence is dim
They are there
When you need them here
Why they being there
Is not enuff?
Why you want them here
When they cant be here,
Why cant you say
That they are still here
When they are not here.

Thinking of You

When sun glows, I think of you
When moon sojourns, I think of you
I am composing thinking of you
I ponder just to think of you,
In my prudence, In my imprudence, I think of you
In my accomplishment, In my halt, I think of you
I just long to think of you,
I just think to think of you.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Dilemma


I wanna reach the zenith,
I cajole in my room,
I want to touch the mankind,
I am away from my grand pa,
Nothing much,
I am hybrid, I am GEN X

Whirlpool


Spree of Desires, Leaves me tied,
I wanna be free……

Rush of anger, Leaves me mad,
I am normal.!!!!!

Wanna be on my own,
I am social?????

Power


Thoughts shape relations,
Thoughts architect success,
Thoughts sown,
Reaps Trees, Bushes, Cactus

Universe & Me - Me in All or All in Me



Silence of sky, Whisper of my desires,
Color of night, Takes me for a stride.
I drill in a space unknown,
With thoughts being thrown.

Universe expanse,
My tininess existence,
My desires galore,
Leaves me petite

Democracy - Hipocracy - Politics

Am a part, Hang on,
Ve a say, Lend me ear,
Ve a right, Don’t play,
Make your place, Don’t fake

Spring

Old life, new thoughts,
Old strategy, new heights,
Awakening to the lights,
I retreat