Depression

keep it cool,
keep it balanced,
keep it this way & keep it that way,
I don't wanna let it be the excellent way,
I just want it to be my way,


questions and hay wired sessions,
marketing guys sold off the stock or not,
but yes they stewed me about myself,
they marketed themselves to me,
at every nook,
one can find the marketers cook...

bolted down the expression of aggression,
not considered good,
in so called patrician world,
dumped myself,
my mind's exponential suppression,
lead me away from myself in arithmetic progression...

today i think i live a life of depression,
and i am someone else facial expression,
though it was my discretion,
that outer world's multiple regression,
lead me away from my possession,

possession which was good or bad,
but that was not me!

Nihal Ho Gayi

sidhi sapaat zindagi bavaal ho gayi
sidhi sapaat zindagi bavaal ho gayi

teri ek nazar se…ooo..teri ek nazar se…oooo
teri ek nazar se zindagi nihal ho gayi
nihal ho gayi…. nihal ho gayi….
teri ek nazar se zindagi nihal ho gayi..

jis ko main bheed kehta tha
wo log ho gaye
jis ko sadak samajhta tha
wo raah ho gayi

chamakti aasmaan mein
gol cheez chaand ho gayi ho
ho teri ek nazar se
ho teri ek nazar se

daaliyon mein jhoomte
wo rang phool ho gaye
khushbuon se saans saans
malamaal ho gayi

ek hawa jo paas aayi
to jhonka kaha use
paani jo barasne laga
rimjhim kaha use

hothon ke modne ko
muskurahaten kaha
ho teri ek nazar se
ho teri ek nazar se

badla mahina to naya
mausam kaha use
sur naya naya nayi nayi
si taal ho gayi

baby

no plan,
behind that cute smile,
same for a wealthy man,
& for a man selling corns under the broken tank...

Heart

a heart,
who loves all,
who respects all,
who thinks good for all,
who is a lending ear for all,
who is compassionate for all,
who is ready to fix things for all,
who does not mind getting his hands dirty for all,
who is all for all,
who is a reason for a smile,
who is spring for all,
who is goodness for all,
who is a lesson for all,
who is a change for a heart who wants this all....

Think

Yeah we want to think,
yeah we want to to have the time to savor the wink,
to savor that taste,
and let leave that amazing palatable haste,
which gives me a sense of assurance,
that my life is not a waste,
mindless rat race,
may be good,
may be bad,
but got to run,
not to be idle,
to be ready with sleeves up,
and to be ready to pop up...

Wonder

I wonder what did I do?
God is so kind on me that I found you...

Why, where and how?
don't know the answers and still heart says wow....

In quest of a good deal,
Got some real...

in search of a soul,
whom i can reason and who can reasons me all...
i found diamonds who are standing with me in all...
in the land of competition,
i got partisan...

Real enough to feel proud of,
Real enough to be a part of,
Good enough to paste a smile on my face,
Big enough to fill the blank space.....

Na nahi - Nani

pariyo ki kahani se ubharti ek tasveer purani,
wo sukoon bhari meethi dopaharein,
aur bachpan ki sari masum shaitani,
na tha koi shor aur na thi koi daur,
bas tha to atoot pyar aur meri nani.

Wo pyara sa chehra,
aur duniya se pyara tha pyar tumhara,
aaj bhi jab wo chehra yaad aata hai,
ek muskaan aur ek dard chod jata hai....