I just want to leave the job, I just want to be alone and find for myself that what I want to do. I think I do not need to find what I want from my life, by now I know very well that, I want to do something useful, not something artificial, not something superfluous, not something which does not have any value in my eyes, I want to do some work which makes me feel good about myself, which makes me feel human, which will make me connect to God.
At this point of time, in my life, I think I really need a break , a break from this highly unsatisfactory work, a break from my behavioral patterns, a break from all the relations. I just want to be alone for a while, I want to go at a distance resort, spoil and pamper myself to the fullest. Then with the added xing and life, I will come back to my abode, my family, my parents, grand parents and my bro and sis. I want to soothe all the knots in our inter personal relations. After that, I want to get fit, I want to get healthy, Physically fit so much so that I achieve new levels of mental fitness along with it. Again after getting in to my dream body, I will again set out to pamper myself, now I can do it in style.
Then I want to concentrate on work or studies. If I will feel that I have requisite interest in any idea then I will nurture it. It will be my dream and I will give my heart and soul for it. If I find myself gloomy, disdain then I will prefer to study, by now, I can just think of pursuing of MBA from top B School unless I got seriously interested in something else.
After that comes marriage & I prefer to fall in love with a man of my dreams.
