Leave behind for ever

A NEW YEAR NEW GOALS NEW WAYS AND NEW MYSTERIES WHATS MY LIFE GOAL TO GET GIFTS TO GET LOVE TO GET ATTENTION TO TRAVEL IS THIS ALL SHALL BE LIFE'S GOAL I AM IN A MIRAGE IS LIFE NOT BIG MUCH BIGGER THAN THIS WHAT SHALL I LIVE FOR WHAT SHALL I LOOK FORWARD FOR GOD TO GO BACK TO GODHEAD SEEMS LIKE THIS WILL TAKE TIME AS I STILL DOUBT MY MIND IS STILL CLUTTERED I HAVE STILL MY IN ME BEFORE I ENTER THIS NEW YEAR I WANT TO LEAVE EVERY EXPECTATION BEHIND WHY THERE UNFULFILLMENT BREAKS MY HEART SHATTERS ME INTO PIECES I CANT BELIEVE THAT ITS HAPPENING TO ME COZ I HAVE A GOOD PIC OF MINE IN MY EYES AND I HAVE HEA