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I want to write,
till the moment everything is not right,
Till that moment,
I want to give it a tight fight.
I want to write,
till the moment my mind is not free,
There lies soemthing which doesnt sets me free,
I am fearful,
what may spring up,
I dont want to be weak,
and i choose not to tweak,
I dont want to be helpless,
and i need no ones caress,
I dont want to repent,
and i dont want brood over the time spent,
I have the courage,
and this is no mirage,
I have the courage to dream,
may be i dont end up in the cream,
i just want to rise,
from the fear of wrong and right,
may be its wrong,
may be its right,
i understand it to be just as a matter of time.