Trust

An innate feeling,
to not be laughed at back,
to cared where ever you lack.

first one to mock on me,
never the one to walk over me.

I am a jerk, you know that, i know that,
and i know that you will always let me know that.

I am rowdy,
and the scenario before you is never cloudy.

I trust you with my deepest shit,
you curse me but never takes ride on it.

School mate did a mistake,
and Mrs. Agony beats a cake,
I am her mate,
but didnt leave a chance to sheepishly smile at agony's face.

I may not stand for her,
she may not be the connoisseur,
Still i look for her,
i long for her and i abide by her.......

My refree

haywired,
just lost,
can think,
but cant stop,
just want to go on,
dont know when and where
i will really count upon,
just need peace,
just want to sleep,
just want to yell,
i know my god will hear my bell,
just you have rescued me,
i run to the doom,
and you are my refree